Dear Brunei


public apology
February 18, 2008, 1:07 pm
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Assalamualiakum. and hi. i am the one responsible for the blog. i am the author of the blog yang buat kamu ecspecially proud UBDians terasa and sakit hati. sorry about my blog. aku inda sengaja sakiti hati kamu. and yes i have been humiliated udah nie. sampai my name kana taruh ah. and i think urang MD tahu udah who i am. and again, i want to say sorry to all of you. sorry. sorry because i was being so selfish. and i just want to say that i would never hina Brunei Darussalam and her educational institutions. and to prove that i am going to say “SUMPAH DEMI ALLAH” ikhlas dari hati nie. aku inda hina semua atu. aku bersyukur cause Brunei ada banyak institutions such as UBD. and with UBD, produce banyak teachers. and being a teacher is a wonderful task yang di rahmati oleh ALLAH. i am not preaching here but that’s the truth. and you may laugh at it. but unfortunately, i was not meant to be a teacher because i know my weakness. i don’t know how to teach and aku takut aku bagi ajaran yang salah wah. i don’t want our future generation ada salah ajaran. sorry if i am being too dramatic here but that’s also the truth. bukan alasan nie tapi yang banarnya. aku takut sal being a teacher is a huge responsibility. and aku inda hina atu SUMPAH. and the blog was actually meant for me. sorry sampai buat kamu marah. and yes aku naive. and you may continue ucap2 aku. aku terima semua atu cause i made a mistake here. and to the people yang posted my blog, my name, my results, my ae and my school. thanks. bukan nyindir nie but thanks, ikhlas dari hati, sal buat aku realise my selfishness ah. thanks. and again, sorry for the hurtful blog. if you still don’t want to forgive me, i accept that. cause i made a mistake. sorry again.

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assalamualaikum. aku banar2 minta maaf sal blog ku atu. aku tau aku buat salah and aku baru jua tau my blog ane kana post rah brudirect. aku banar2 minta maaf. aku nada niat kan hina kamu semua ecspecially ubd’ians. aku inda ada niat kan hina negara ku ane SUMPAH. aku besyukur sal Brunei ane aman and pentingkan kesejahteraan penduduk nya. please, aku tahu aku salah. aku ngakun aku buat salah sal blog ku pai buat urang terasa ah. aku banar2 minta maaf. aku inda sangka one little mistake could turn into this. and aku banar2 rasa guilty. aku banar2 rasa guilty, and aku merayu pada kamu semua. aku bnr2 minta maaf. aku inda mau malukan keluarga ku. au aku baru tepikir sal durang. sorry. aku banar2 minta maaf. aku udah ubah perangai ku nie. aku inda tipu. SUMPAH. sorry

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assalamualaikum. thank for your forgiveness. and thank you for understanding me. aku minta maaf sal buat the blog. aku inda sangka buleh sampai macam ane jua. aku inda niat kan hina ubd SUMPAH. aku banar2 nyasal and yes, i’m having a hard time nie. i just don’t want my family to be humiliated. yes aku baru tepikir sal family ku nie. sorry. but the good thing about this incident, i’ve change into a better person. i am not my old bitter self anymore and cuba untuk beribadah masa nie. baru ku sedar kiamat inda jua batah gie. so aku merayu pada kamu semua, aku banar2 minta maaf sal blog aku. aku banar2 rsa besalah. aku malu sal baju ku bida masa ambil borang ah, makin tah ku kusut pastu urg yg ku kenal lawa2 jua baju durang. sorry ah, i was being too selfish.

and i know Brunei ane aman. and aku bersyukur, ALHAMDULILLAH, Brunei pentingkan kesejahteraan penduduk nya. but lama udah ku cita2 kan belajar luar negeri ane, aku jeles meliat urang belajar luar ah. i’m the kind of person who wants to do something different and learn something new. i do know luar negeri inda se’aman as Brunei but entah ah, i know its hard for you to understand, the difficult the situation, the happier aku study. sorry sal i am weird. but still if aku inda dapat scholarship, aku study di ubd. already chose my course.

and thanks again for understanding me. sorry about my blog which caused an uproar among UBD’ians. sorry ah. aku banar2 menyasal.

source : HYS

Puas dah hati kamu ?


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The sad thing is that, sometimes, we ask for forgiveness a little bit too late. I would forgive her, as she did say sorry, and she did realise her mistake. We are human after all, we all make mistakes.
But, not everybody is sympathetic. Some people forgive and forget, but some people only forgive, and do not forget. That’s the sad part.
Well, I hope the people above accept her apology, that is what is important right now.

Comment by amyheidi

its not altogether her part to apologize really, the people who flamed her should do most of it instead. well thats from my point of view though. clearly she spoke without thinking or ‘polishing’ her words but her argument is still valid. its good that people are now looking at this matter so shouldnt we congratulate her for the controversy she created?

im not taking any sides just so you know.

Comment by mahiwaaa

sebesar mana pun kesalahan, nda kira awal atau lambat bertaubat, Allah ampunkan jua insan insan yang minta keampunan dariNya. kalau sudah Allah buleh memaafkan, napa tani sesama manusia nda buleh memaafkan dengan hati terbuka?

it takes courage to admit your mistakes, and it takes even more courage to make a public apology (worth mentioning that she did it on the most violent Brunei website ever — HYS)

Alas, I wish her luck for her future, and I hope other UBD’ians or Bruneian wont give her a hard time anymore.

Comment by guy

I think she’s cute. hehe
Hope she gets her scholarship.

Comment by Put

Why would anyone read and bother about HYS anyway?

Full of vile, hate, blackmails, anger and contributed by people you’d don’t want to meet anyway. That’s Brunei’s anus right there, over there.

For her part, i gotta say that she got balls tho (no, not really) but waay silly in her comments

Comment by oirul

yeayyyyy! good on you the girl. hope she and everyone grows from this “ordeal”.

Comment by maurina

Hmmm….I’m skeptical about what being posted in HYS. I even doubt that post came from her, might came from other people who feel symphatetic to her. It’s easier to say your sorry in the net. ‘Segala yang baik datang dari Allah dan yang buruk tu dari kita juga’. I strongly believe that somethings are better stay to yourself dan being said.

Comment by Jo

no one should criticise her, she did the best thing by putting up the post abt UBD, she was telling the truth, she created awarness amongst us of wat we might never have thought of.

so, she gets a big applause from me….

bravo girl……

Comment by puma

I have to say I was mad the first time I read her post. But re-reading it made me realise that she brought up a couple of valid points about the situation in UBD. However unpleasant they were. It wasn’t necessarily done in the best possible way nor was it the most carefully worded.

People here are sensitive and her reaction to the prospect of studying in UBD was a bit offensive to say the least. It was bound to be a huge deal.

Well, whoever you are, if you consider continuing your blog, just remember that some things are better left unsaid (in public!) if one is not prepared to face the consequences. That or consider locking your posts to just friends.

Chin up. You’re still young. People will forgive and forget. Your public apology will go a long way in proving that.

Good luck with whatever you choose to do! :)

Comment by rina

Reading the posts above made by readers I am glad to know that hope still lives in Bruneians. :)

I can’t wait for all of us to positively strike a positive change.

Comment by shai

well,she’s making a public apology.thats good. plus,giving her forgiveness is good. DUH? FYI,if you really change to a better person.i would like to see you teaching us students. yeah.im a student. form 5-er. a silent reader.(:

Comment by walii

Heh, apology eh? There are a few words here that seem to contradict otherwise but I won’t be pointing them out. Maybe with your new found “enlightenment” you can find out what those words are. Either way, it’s a good thing you apologized but I really wonder how things will fare for you now…

Comment by Grimsoft

apologies are nice… but hey apologies doesnt make the world go round… apologies also didnt make humpty dumpty get back together…

sometimes personal feelings are better left unsaid…

im not saying that i dont forgive you, i do… especially because im a ubdian and also taking teaching course.

its just that… IF you cant get your scholarship… and IF you went to UBD… you are gona go on a hell of a ride… im so sorry for you

Comment by stupify

Dear girl,

I hope this mistake of yours helps make you a wiser being.

Salams.

Comment by TurtleHijau

Applause for stepping up with an apology. I had that e-mail being sent to me and honestly I didn’t find it that disturbing at all, probably because i’m quite open to opinions i.e that was how i was brought up. I wasn’t educated in a university level so maybe i wouldn’t understand how it felt being insulted with the blog. I do urge people to stop the bashing and give this girl a chance to live her life peacefully. Forgive and forget.

Comment by jejaka_putih

Forgive & forget, eh? Right.

The – and i use the term loosely – ‘lady author’s’ post is a sign of the times. The young ones of Brunei are getting increasingly brash, its like an epidemic now.

Are the elders (by that, i also include myself. sigh.) getting a bit soft?

I digress.

She has raised valid points about my former Alma Mater, but its like packaging an F1 engine into a Daihatsu Coure and handing the keys to your sweet 80 year old Grannie who suffers from chronic palsy, Alzheimer’s and an incurable tendency to drive around. Someone’s liable to get hurt.

There’s this old adage that succintly wraps up the moral of this situation;

‘look before you leap’.

or perhaps, my Scotsman professor’s version, with all the dings and whistles of a Scottish death dirge;

‘look before you bl**dy well leap, ‘cos you’d might end up stickin yer foot in a pile of sh*te, don’tcha know’.

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